Posted on August 30, 2008


again. you made me believe it was worth it. i forgave you. the opportunity to make it right. then you took it away. again. so cruel. so heartbreaking. so unnecessary. breathing heavily again. a mess. again. no reasons given. again. only fears, only your fears. so many chances. all taken for granted. i am left in a heap of nothing but wondering. back where i was when you left.  i am a fool.