I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE…

Posted on September 15, 2009

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i want more babies…

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and you think i’m joking…

and i’m sorta kinda maybe not, but certainly not right now and perhaps but really not joking.  i do want more babies.  i’ve never been secretive on the fact that i would love to have lots of kiddos running around my giant imaginary mansion, inhabited by cats with gold fur and money trees growing plentifully in the backyard.  alright, in all seriousness…

over the past couple weeks, i’ve been looking at silly monkey and wondering what happened to the little baby i used to snuggle with while we rocked out to aerosmith.  i look at his lanky big boy body and just can’t quite figure out how he got from baby in the baby bjorn, falling asleep on my chest to JEEZ, he’s almost as tall as i am and how do you snuggle with that?!  and his vocabulary – the “i don’t want to talk“s make me wonder how far off his teenager-dom really will be b/c quite frankly some of the snotty things that come out of my only baby’s mouth should only ever be heard from a thirteen year old, if at all. 

and over the past couple of weeks, i’ve felt a bit down about the path that i’ve taken in my life that is most certainly not the path i had ever imagined.  good or bad or both, it’s led me here… and sometimes, i’m not so sure if here is there… or anywhere.  and now i feel like dr. seuss, so perhaps i should digress before i give myself a migraine. 

gah.  too late. 

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